Watashi no namae wa Juoin desu

sumtimes...

2006-12-21T18:56:00.000-08:00

haiz... in life, sumtimes u cant help wondering... y me? y now? y here?... any NORMAL person will wonder... but den theres no stoppin God's plan for u... his plan is made n itz made 2 stay... even when u want sumthing badly, God has a even greater plan 4 u... n sumtimes...... when u fall in love, u wonder if tis is e girl he has chosen 4 u... but later on, u realise... itz again all God's plan 4 u 2 onli be frens wif tt girl... at tis time, u'll probably wonder y? itz unfair!! but juz noe tt itz all part of sumthing bigger... in e end, u'll be even more satisfied...

also in life, sumtimes u'll hav 2 wonder... if wat u want 2 get... is REALLY wat u want... u may seem happy aft gettin wat u want... but soon, u'll realise... tis is nt really wat u want... wat u REALLY want is still far away...

life seems unfair... and it IS unfair... so all a person cn do is to... follow it through... n hope tt it is a happy path chosen...

hmm...

2006-12-20T21:15:00.000-08:00

well... yesterdae... i heard sumthing frm Kat... izzit true?? if it is, den y didnt u tell me when u called?? i hope itz not... but i will wait... at least till e nxt practice nxt Tues... i noe u won cum n read tis blog rite? but juz in case u do, plz tell me... call me or msg or anything... i juz wanna noe... e feelin of waitin lyk tis is... unbearable... well... i'll hav hope!! so until i hear it frm u, i will nt asume anything k? hehe... lol... i'll still lyk u...

heyy...

2006-12-19T20:33:00.000-08:00

well... 2dae woke up e latest so far durin hoildaes... >.< i cant stop tinkin bout her... though shes a bit mean 2 me at times lar... but i still like her...XD

well... so far holidaes hav been... ok... i neva expected it 2 be soooo damn boring though... usually holidays r quite fun 4 me... maybe itz coz my mums away? well... itz fun w/out her anywayz... at least itz nt so boring 4 me compared 2 sum others... lol... at least i've gt my 3(three) performances 2 prepare... muahahaha... 1 of which i earn... RM200!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! itz nice bein pro... haha... lol... i'll gt lotsa performances in e future... n earn lotsa money!! frm my teachin too!! muahahaha...

well... so far in my gaming... i've completed Splinter Cell: Double Agent(finally...)... i've yet 2 beat Darius n his 3 cronies in NFS: Carbon... grrrrrr... i ran outta games 2 play on my com...XD cant believe it!!! damn... argh!!! well... i still miss her... haha... XD *Muahx* Diana...

well... sorry

2006-12-19T06:35:00.000-08:00

well... i'm sorry kk? yesterdae's wasnt counted coz i oredy sent u tt 100 sorrys rite?

i'm really sorry u noe... well... actually i'm abit confused here... coz, i dunno when i cn call u... sumtimes i feel lonely n juz wanna tok 2 u... srry if i disturbed u in any way... i didnt mean it k? I'M SORRY 4 TT...

And also... i didnt say anything bad bout u to Kat... really!! if u were in any way angry... i APOLOGISE TOO!! but i really dun wan u 2 get angry... especially at me k? hehe... i like u!! really!! tts y i want u 2 be Happy!!

Reasons i LOVE u...

2006-12-18T17:32:00.000-08:00

I really like u... everytime i hear ur voice, i juz feel calm... knowing tt sum1 is nearby 2 listen 2 me... n 4 tt... I THANK YOU...

When we were in church... everything felt rite... being wif u made me feel all warm n fuzzy inside... i feel tt tis is wat i really want... to be wif u...

When we chat... it feels natural... heres sum1 i cn trust... i feel like tt i hav NOTHIN 2 hide frm u... i feel so happy juz 2 hear ur voice... even happier if we're chattin (nt when u keep tellin me nt 2 call =.=)... well... tts y i wan 2 call u... 2 noe tt ur willin 2 tok 2 me n listen 2 me...
like i said... i DON'T mind 2 age gap... i juz want u 2 noe tt i really love u...

pls... i beg u... don't make me wait here hopefully n in e end... ... ...

Wat i would do 4 u to show tt i love u Diana...

2006-12-17T23:51:00.000-08:00

I want to Sneak up behind you,

- Grab you by the waist

- tell you your beautiful

- tell you that you have amazing eyes

- when my friends walk by say you are
my girlfriend

- Say 'i love you' to your face not over
the phone or myspace

- if your sad take you in my arms and
tell you everything will be okay

- kiss you on the forehead

- when I walk with you, I will walk slowly.

- Tickle you even when you say stop

- Call you just to say I Love You.

- Don't be afraid to hold your hand in
public.

- Dont say i love you Unless I Mean
It.

heyhey!!

2006-12-17T18:53:00.000-08:00

heyy!! i'm BACK!! well.. i definitely feel much betta dan be4... aft e SIC YOUTH RALLY!! it REALLY did wonders 4 me!! woah... lol
well... nw i'm feelin much betta n anti-emo... hehe... well...

Dearest Diana,
Y cant i call u?? hmm... reasons being, i miss u, i want 2 hear ur voice, i like u, hmm... e list goes on... er... yar i noe ur bz n stuff... but u shuld really find a day off!! try it n c!! itz really very wonderful!! no feelin of bzness... no hectic schedule... juz u n e whole world... no1 2 rush u... to make sure work is done... no pressure frm any1... do wateva u feel like... no worries... itz REALLY quite fun!!
And u shuld really try 2 enjoy wat u do... itz worth being proud of... especially classical music... good performers r very hard 2 come by, n ur 1 good 1... so... try 2 enjoy it... like the music... and in the end, u'll be amazed how AMAZING u sound... u'll be sooooo proud n surprised tt u actually did e song, n it sounded WONDERFUL!! believe me... take it frm a experienced performer...
Try it urself!! itz really AMAZING n it will leave u VERY VERY happy... proud... n u can say, -I DID WAT NORMAL PEOPLE CAN NEVA DO-... n juz tink... WoW...
Dun complain so much... IF u really wan 2 do it, enjoy it n cherish every moment of it... IF U DONT den i suggest u quit... no point doin anything juz 4 ur parents sake or juz coz ur expected 2 do it...
DO ONLY WHAT YOU WANT TO DO AND WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
try this!!

did u noe?

2006-12-07T00:54:00.000-08:00

did u noe? when u want sumthing badly, when u finally get it, u want 2 lose it
when u own sumthing tt u really dunt want, when u lose it, u'll want it back real badly...

when u keep getting bossed by ppl, u wish it to stop... when it does stop, n ppl ignore u... u realise hw important it is 2 have attention...